Empty Room

playlist position: 19 - New Moon (2) #6
artist: Marjorie Fair
album: Self Help Serenade
track number: 3/12
year: 2005
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New Moon – Chapter 4
I sat down on the bench outside the theater door and tried very hard not to think of the irony. But it was ironic, all things considered, that, in the end I would wind up as a zombie. I hadn't seen that one coming.
Not that I hadn't dreamed of becoming a mythical monster once--just never a grotesque, animated corpse. I shook my head to dislodge that train of thought, feeling panicky. I couldn't afford to think about what I'd once dreamed of.
It was depressing to realize that I wasn't the heroine anymore, that my story was over.

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I'm so tired of learning to talk
Building fences on the wall
In this state I shall not remain

I don't wanna go
But if I die young
Fill my empty room with the sun
Fill my empty room with the sun
This don't matter like it did before
This don't matter much anymore

Change my mind
Or help me to try
I'm afraid I'm not satisfied
In this state I shall not remain

I don't wanna go
But if I die young
Fill my empty room with the sun
Fill my empty room with the sun
This don't matter like it did before
This don't matter much anymore

This don't matter like it did before
This don't matter much anymore

Daylight is not the same
When your stabbing at the stars in your eyes
And bleeding is what you see

This don't matter like it did before
This don't matter much anymore
This don't matter like it did before
This don't matter much anymore
This don't matter much anymore