Friday, August 14, 2020

Midnight Sun

I never thought I'd have the opportunity to update this blog again - but I am so happy that I can! I am beyond ecstatic that Midnight Sun has finally, finally, FINALLY been completed and published!!! And, of course, Stephenie shared the accompanying inspiration playlist with all of us on her website. 

Since the book is brand new and sharing the corresponding quotes to go with it would be mega-spoilery, all we were given was the list. You can listen to the playlist via Spotify directly on her website but, if you're like me and Spotify doesn't work for you - and because YouTube is much better than it used to be and most artists will share their music there for you to enjoy, here are the links for all the songs on the list. (Please support the artists by purchasing their songs and albums on iTunes or directly, if you enjoy them.)

I hadn't realized until a couple years ago that there even was a Midnight Sun playlist. It was posted on her blog to go along with the partially leaked draft. I had somehow missed it (?!), I guess because it wasn't included in the Illustrated Guide since Midnight Sun wasn't a book (yet). Although I immediately obtained and added all of those to my personal collection, I didn't update the blog with that list. Oops. I had been meaning to get to that... I'm going to include the songs that were on that original list and not included in the new official version.

I will create the individual posts for each song, as with the other books, (*already completed and listed in the next post below this one*) but listed here are just the titles and artists with the YouTube links. 

If the playlist is eventually expanded by Stephenie to include the matching quotes at some point, I will update with those on the individual pages as well.

You may recognize some of these songs as duplicates from the other book playlists or the movie the soundtracks.











The Midnight Sun Playlist

Official Midnight Sun Theme Song: Motion City Soundtrack - Crooked Ways

1. Placebo - One of a Kind
2. Queens of the Stone Age - Sick, Sick, Sick
3. Nine Inch Nails - Down In It
4. Muse - Map of the Problematique
5. Kaiser Chiefs - Na Na Na Na Naaa
6. Collective Soul - Not the One
7. Gomez - Notice
8. Debussy - Clair de Lune
9. Linkin Park - With You
10. Dry the River - Demons
11. Arcade Fire - Ocean of Noise
12. Danny Elfman - Ice Dance (from Edward Scissorhands)
13. Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life
14. Johnny Ace - Pledging My Love
15. Sleeping At Last - Turning Page
16. Beck - Saw Lightning
17. Aphex Twin - Digeridoo
18. Portishead - Machine Gun
19. Le Castle Vania - Incarnation
20. Royal Blood - Blood Hands
21. Sergei Rachmaninov - Piano Concerto No.2 in C Minor, Op.18
22. Mercury Rev - The Dark Is Rising
23. Spiritualized - Ladies and Gentlemen, We Are Floating in Space
24. Lord Huron - The Night We Met
25. Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely

Bonus Song: Cherish Danae - Silence

Songs from the Original Partial Draft Midnight Sun Playlist That Didn’t Make the Official Cut:

Matchbook Romance - Monsters
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
Linkin Park - Hit the Floor
Editors - Bullets
Bush - Glycerine
Blue October - Ugly Side
Muse - Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want
Taking Back Sunday - MakeDamnSure
Blue October - You Make Me Smile
Anberlin - Paperthin Hymn
Linkin Park - Pts.OF.Athrty
Fuel - Hemorrhage (In My Hands)

index

The Stephenie Meyer Inspiration Playlist:

Twilight
Why Does It Always Rain on Me?
Creep
In My Place
I’m Not Okay (I Promise)
Wth>You
By Myself
Dreaming
Please Forgive Me
Here with Me
Time Is Running Out
Tremble for My Beloved
Dreams
Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)

Midnight Sun


New Moon
Papercut
Hyper Music
Apocalypse Please
Time Stands Still
Empty Room
Unwell
Pain
Ride
Fix You
Blueside
Over My Head (Cable Car)
Going Under
Tautou
Be My Escape
Never Let You Down
Sing for Absolution
Ya Mama
DOA
Stare
The Scientist
Memory
The Truth About Heaven
Sound of Pulling Heaven Down











Crooked Ways

playlist position: 118 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #0 - Official Midnight Sun Theme Song
artist: Motion City Soundtrack
album: single
year: 2020
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Read what Stephenie wrote about this song on her blog.






You came and washed the night away
I haven't felt this way in ages
Are you haunting me or have I finally gone to sleep?
I course electric through these veins
Whose evil plan has made you smell like poison ivy
How I like the taste of IV

I can't explain myself today
I'll have to scare you into hating me with every breath
And wishing me an early death
You flood this empty heart of mine
I haven't felt this way in ages
I'll be surely sick if push to shove comes clearly to this

I'm married to the dark
All echoes of an ancient heart
I am daggers and knives
And when the seasons change
I creep back to my crooked ways
Run if you think you can

I feel the worst is yet to come
I'll suffocate these pangs of hunger
For your pretty head
And blanket red of pure regret
You plea to learn the awful truth
I wouldn't wish this waking life upon my enemies
All thoughts are black and actions blacker

I'm married to the dark
All echoes of an ancient heart
I am daggers and knives
And when the seasons change
I creep back to my crooked ways
Run if you think you can

I believe we can both get what we need
And if they're not with us they're against us

You came and washed the night away
I haven't felt this way in ages
Are you haunting me or have I finally gone to sleep?
I course electric through these veins
Whose evil plan has made you smell like poison ivy
How I like the taste of IV

We're married to the dark
All echoes of these ancient hearts
We are daggers and knives
And when the seasons change
We creep back to our crooked ways
Run if you think you can

I believe we can both get what we need
If they decide we are darkness worse than evil
Then they're not with us, they're against us

One of a Kind

playlist position: 119 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #1 (Draft Version #2)
artist: Placebo
album: Meds
track: 11/13
year: 2006
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On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
'Cause on top of the world is where I'm from

The back of the class is where I was
Keeping quiet, playing dumb
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
'Cause the back of the class is where I'm from

And I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

I'm in a race and it's killing time
I don't need yours I'll keep it with mine
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
'Cause I'm in a race and I'm doing fine
Thank you

Two of a kind and no one home
I'm in a crowd and I'm still alone
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
'Cause one of a kind is all I own

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can't you see these skies are breaking?
So out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am
I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

On top of the world you get nothing done

Map of the Problematique

playlist position: 122 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #4 (Draft Version #12)
artist: Muse
album: Black Holes and Revelations
track: 4/12
year: 2006
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Fear and panic in the air
I want to be free from desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away, well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will loneliness be over?

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost, I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see that when we bleed we bleed the same?

I can't get it right
Get it right since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will loneliness be over?
Loneliness be over
When will loneliness be over?

Na Na Na Na Naaa

playlist position: 123 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #5 (Draft Version #4)
artist: Kaiser Chiefs
album: Employment
track: 4/12
year: 2005
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Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
It does not move me
It does not get me going at all

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
It does not shift me
It's not the kind of thing that I like

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
It does not move me
It's not the kind of thing that I like

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
She does not listen
She's too wrapped up with all of her things

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
This does not get to me
'Cause she's not the kind of girl that I like

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
She does not move me
She's not the kind of girl that I like

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
It does not move me
It's not the kind of thing that I like

Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
It does not move me (it does not move me)
It does not get me going at all
It does not shift me (it does not shift me)
It's not the kind of thing that I like

It does not move me
It's not the kind of thing that I like
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa
Na na na na naa

Notice

playlist position: 125 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #7 (Draft Version #6)
artist: Gomez
album: How We Operate
track: 1/12
year: 2006
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I stopped trying to write the things I don't like
And I started going back to where I'd been before
She said, "I don't blame you, I'd do the same"
Opportunity knocks, knocks, knocks
Open the door
But I think she saw through it
I see through myself
Another chance gone
Won't get many more

But I'm not the only guy I know that
I'm not the only guy I know that you never notice
The only guy I know
Well, I'm not the only guy I know that you never notice

I stopped trying to write the things I don't like
And I started going back to where I'd been before
She said, "I don't blame you, I'd do the same"
Opportunity knocks, knocks, knocks
Open the door
But I think she saw through it
I see through myself
Another chance gone
Won't get many more

But that's not the only lie I told you
That's not the only lie I told you
You never notice
The only lie I told you
That's not the only lie I told you
You never notice
The only lie I told you
That's not the only lie I told you
You never notice

I can tell you're in denial
Get over it
I can tell you're in denial
Get over it
I can tell you're in denial
Get over it
I can tell you're in denial

I'm not the only guy I know that you never notice

With You

playlist position: 127 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #9
artist: Linkin Park
album: Hybrid Theory
track: 3/14
year: 2000
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I woke up in a dream today to the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore

A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
And though you're so close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me

I'm with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong, I pretend the past isn't real

Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back

It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me

I'm with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come
I, I can't wait to see tomorrow

With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

Demons

playlist position: 128 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #10
artist: Dry the River
album: Shallow Bed
track: 6/12
year: 2012
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You are the string in my bow
Biblical Mary to Joe
The North isn’t true ‘til it’s leading me to you
You are the way that I know

Under the weight of belief
You shiver and shake like a leaf
But death is a force, not a man on a horse
I’ll keep you safe while you sleep

We fight those demons day in and day out
Day in and day out, day in and day out
And fight those demons day in and day out
Day in and day out, day in and day out
And fight those demons day in and day out
Day in and day out, day in and day out
Day in and day out, day in and day out

Ocean of Noise

playlist position: 129 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #11
artist: Arcade Fire
album: Neon Bible
track: 6/11
year: 2011
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In an ocean of noise
I first heard your voice
Ringing like a bell
As if I had a choice
Oh well

Left in the morning
While you were fast asleep
Into an ocean of violence
A world of empty streets

You've got your reasons
And me, I've got mine
But all the reasons I gave
Were just lies to buy myself some time

In an ocean of noise
I first heard your voice
Now who here among us
Still believes in choice?
Not I!

No way of knowing
What any man will do
An ocean of violence
Between me and you

You've got your reasons
And me, I've got mine
But all the reasons I gave
Were just lies to buy myself some time

I'm gonna work it out
'Cause time won’t work it out
I'm gonna work it out
'Cause time won’t work it out for you
I'm gonna work it on out

Ice Dance

playlist position: 130 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #12
artist: Danny Elfman
album: Edward Scissorhands OST
track: 7/12
year: 1990
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♫ instrumental ♫ 

First Day of My Life

playlist position: 131 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #13
artist: Bright Eyes
album: I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning
track: 6/10
year: 2005
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This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain; suddenly, everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so, I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Mhm mhm

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning?
And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “This is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now, I don’t care; I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you wanna be with me
With these things, there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Aha mmm
Besides, maybe this time is different?
I mean, I really think you like me
Me
Me

Pledging My Love

playlist position: 132 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #14
artist: Johnny Ace
album: single
year: 1954
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Forever, my darling, our love will be true
Always and forever, I'll love only you
Just promise me, darling, your love in return
May this fire in my soul, dear, forever burn

My heart's at your command, dear
To keep love and to hold
Making you happy is my desire d,ear
Keeping you is my goal

I'll forever love you
For the rest of my days
I'll never part from you
Or your loving ways
Just promise me, darling, your love in return
May this fire in my soul, dear, forever burn

My heart's at your command, dear
To keep love and to hold
Making you happy is my desire, dear
Loving you is my goal

I'll forever love you
For the rest of my days
I'll never part from you
Or your loving ways
Just promise me, darling, your love in return
May this fire in my soul, dear, forever burn

Saw Lightning

playlist position: 134 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #16
artist: Beck
album: Hyperspace
track: 3/11
year: 2019
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Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

There was a day I saw lightning
There was a day I saw lightning (I saw lightning)
Hey, hey, hey, I saw lightning
Ho-ho-ho, I saw lightning
He-he-he, I saw lightning
Ha-ha-ha

I saw wind and rain
Saw mountains fall
Saw temples burn
And prison walls
I saw floods a-comin'
Saw children run
Got no more shelter
No more sun

Then it came to me in a flash of light
By the sycamore tree in the dead of night
The bottom bell in the longest day
In the hottest wind, I'm in the falling rain
I saw lightning, saw lightning, saw lightning
Held my head up and it struck me down
Down to the ground
It struck me down, struck me down
Struck me down to the ground

There was a day, saw lightning
There was a day, saw lightning
Hey, hey, hey, I saw lightning
Ho-ho-ho, I saw lightning
He-he-he, I saw lightning
Ha-ha-ha

When it ain't up, wonder where it go
Hold the sea as somewhere to row
Over did then dead heroes
Make it easy and sunny and go
We hold the sea and know the unknown
Old Man Dan, 'cause some of them are low
Wondering 'bout where do we go
Until then, we boat

Then it came to me in a flash of light
By the sycamore tree in the dead of night
The bottom bell in the longest day
In the hottest wind, I'm in the falling rain
I saw lightning, saw lightning, saw lightning
I held my head up (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And it struck me down (Ooh)
Down to the ground (Ooh)
And it struck me down, struck me down
Struck me down on the ground (Ooh)

Hey, hey, hey, I saw lightning
Ho-ho-ho, I saw lightning
He-he-he, I saw lightning
Ha-ha-ha, I saw lightning
Saw lightning, saw lightning, saw lightning

Lord, won't you take me and lead me to the light? (Ooh)
Lord, won't you take me and lead me to the light? (Ooh)
The Lord's gonna take me and leave me in the light (Ooh)
The Lord's gonna take me and leave me in the light (Ooh)

Then it came to me in a flash of light (Ooh)
By the sycamore tree in the dead of night (Ooh)
The bottom bell in the longest day (Ooh)
In the hottest wind, I'm in the falling rain (Ooh)
I saw lightning, saw lightning, saw lightning (Ooh ooh ooh)
I held my head up (Ooh)
And it struck me down (Ooh)
Down to the ground (Ooh)
And it struck me down, struck me down
Struck me down on the ground (Ooh)

I saw lightning
I saw lightning
I saw lightning
I saw lightning

Digeridoo

playlist position: 135 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #17
artist: The Aphex Twin
album: Digeridoo
track: 1/4
year: 1992
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♫ instrumental ♫

Machine Gun

playlist position: 136 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #18
artist: Portishead
album: Third
track: 8/11
year: 2008
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I saw a savior, a savior come my way
I thought I'd see it at the cold light of day
But now, I realize that I'm only for me

If only I could see
You turn myself to me
And recognize the poison in my heart
There is no other place
No one else I face
The remedy to agree
With how I feel

Here in my reflecting, what more can I say?
For I am guilty for the voice that I obey
Too scared to sacrifice a choice chosen for me

If only I could see
You turn myself to me
And recognize the poison in my heart
There is no other place
No one else I face
The remedy to agree
With how I feel

Incarnation

playlist position: 137 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #19
artist: Le Castle Vania
album: Prophication
track: 4/4
year: 2013
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♫ instrumental ♫


Blood Hands

playlist position: 138 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #20
artist: Royal Blood
album: Royal Blood
track: 5/10
year: 2014
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Took a lonely feeling
Just to let the meaning
Sink like the sun goes down
Never close to heaven
Felt my feet were burning from the same red hot ground
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands
Yeah, there's blood

It's getting hard to listen
When the clock is ticking
Counting down the days gone by
Praying for an answer to another question
That will only leave you dry
You won't understand
With your head in the sand
No, you won't

But I'll curse the ground where you kneel
'Til I grow my hair to my heels
Spike your water your wine
While you waste my precious time

Every time I drink and try to stop my thinking
Bout the things I've said and done
Stop the world from turning faster
Then I'm learning not to just hide and run
You won't understand
With your head in the sand
No, you won't
Yeah

Love came and went
Faster than a penny spent
In a slot machine
Nowhere near the devil, just somewhere in between you and me
Sworn to secrecy

And I'll curse the ground where you kneel
'Til I grow my hair to my heels
Spike your water your wine
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands
There's blood on my hands
Yeah, there's blood

There's blood on my hands
Yeah, there's blood

Took a lonely feeling
Just to let the meaning
Sink like the sun goes down
Never close to heaven
Felt my feet were burning from the same red hot ground

Piano Concerto No.2 in C Minor, Op.18

playlist position: 139 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #21
composer: Sergei Rachmaninov
year: 1900
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♫ instrumental ♫

The Dark Is Rising

playlist position: 140 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #22
artist: Mercury Rev
album: All Is Dream
track: 1/10
year: 2001
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I dreamed of you on my farm
I dreamed of you in my arms
But dreams are always wrong
I never dreamed I'd hurt you
I never dreamed I'd lose you
In my dreams I'm always strong

But now the creek is rising
And all my bridges burned
I always dreamed of big crowds
Plumes of smoke and high clouds
But dreams don't last for long

I have my suspicions
When the stars are in position
All will be revealed
But I know that until then
Unless the stars surrender
All will be concealed

And now the snow is falling
And all my fences torn
I know you need someone
And I can hear someone
Somewhere in this song

I dreamed that I was walking
And the two of us were talking
Of all life's mystery
The words that flow between friends
Winding streams without end
I wanted you to see

But it can seem surprising
When you find yourself alone
And now the dark is rising
And a brand new moon is born

I always dreamed I'd love you
I never dreamed I'd lose you
In my dreams I'm always strong

Ladies and Gentlemen, We Are Floating in Space

playlist position: 141 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #23
artist: Spiritualized
album: Ladies and Gentlemen, We Are Floating in Space
track: 1/12
year: 1997
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Stephenie said in a recent Q&A that this is the prom dance song.

_________________________

(Ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space)

All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
Only fools rush in
But I
I can't help
I can't help falling
Falling in love with you

I will love you 'til I die
And I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine
And float in space and drift in time
All the time until I die
We'll float in space, just you and I

Baby, I love you today
I guess that's what you want
And I don't know where we are all going
Life don't get stranger than this
It is what it is
And I don't know where we are all going to
Everything happens today
And we're out here in space
And I don't know where we are all going

Baby, I love you today
I guess that's what you want
And I don't know where we are all going to

The Night We Met

playlist position: 142 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #24
artist: Lord Huron
album: Strange Trails
track: 14/14
year: 2015
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Stephenie said in a recent Q&A that this song goes with Edward's thoughts after he dances with Bella at prom. 

_________________________

I am not the only traveler
Who has not repaid his debt
I've been searching for a trail to follow again
Take me back to the night we met

And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to ride along with you

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do

Haunted by the ghost of you
Oh, take me back to the night we met

When the night was full of terrors
And your eyes were filled with tears
When you had not touched me yet
Oh, take me back to the night we met

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do

Haunted by the ghost of you
Take me back to the night we met

How to Disappear Completely

playlist position: 143 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #25
artist: Radiohead
album: Kid A
track: 4/10
year: 2000
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That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here


Silence



playlist position: 144 - Midnight Sun (1.5) #26 - Bonus Song
artist: Cherish Danae
album: single
year: 2020
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lyrics not available (yet)

Read what Stephenie wrote about this song on her blog. 





Monsters

playlist position: 145 - Midnight Sun Draft Version (1.5b) #1
artist: Matchbook Romance
album: Voices
track: 5/11
year: 2006
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Girl, what's come between you and me?
Look right through me
I won't let it go
I can't help this feeling anymore
I will go anywhere
Maybe you'll see

We are
We are the shaken (shaken)
We are the monsters (monsters)
Underneath your bed
Yeah
Believe what you read
We are
We are mistaken (staken)
We are the voices (voices)
Inside your head
Yeah
Believe what you see

It came as no surprise
You bring me back to life
Believe me
"You bleed for me, I'll bleed for you"
I caught you walking through walls
Drowned with applause
From the world that makes me crazy

We are
We are the shaken (shaken)
We are the monsters (monsters)
Underneath your bed
Yeah
Believe what you read
We are
We are mistaken (staken)
We are the voices (voices)
Inside your head
Yeah
Believe what you see
Yeah

We are the monsters
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
We are the voices
We are the voices
We are the voices
Underneath your bed
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

We are
We are the shaken (shaken)
We are the monsters (monsters)
Underneath your bed
Yeah
Believe what you read
We are
We are mistaken (staken)
We are the voices (voices)
Inside your head
Yeah
Believe what you see

We are
We are the shaken (shaken)
We are the monsters (monsters)
Underneath your bed
Yeah
Believe what you see

Animal I Have Become

playlist position: 146 - Midnight Sun Draft Version (1.5b) #3
artist: Three Days Grace
album: One-X
track: 3/12
year: 2006
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I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times I've lied
(So many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control mysel
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

Hit the Floor

playlist position: 147 - Midnight Sun Draft Version (1.5b) #5
artist: Linkin Park
album: Meteora
track: 5/13
year: 2003
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There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say

Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I've had too many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, missed your shot
(Making your heart stop)
You think you won
(And then it's all gone)

So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on

There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time
'Cause I've had so many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, missed your shot
(Making your heart stop)
You think you won
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(Now it's all gone)

I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us, but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, watch it drop
(Making your heart stop)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top)
The next you're not, missed your shot
(Making your heart stop)
You think you won
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(And then it's all gone)
(Now it's all gone)



Bullets

playlist position: 148 - Midnight Sun Draft Version (1.5b) #7
artist: Editors
album: The Back Room
track: 8/16
year: 2005
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If something has to change
Then it always does
If something has to change
Then it always does

You don't need this disease
Not right now
No you don't need this disease
Not right now

Oh you don't need this this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease

If something has to give
Then it always will
If something has to give
Then it always will

You don't need this disease
Not right now
No you don't need this disease
Not right now
No no not right now

You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't

Would you fall down
Would you fall down

Oh you don't need this this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You won't fall down

You don't need this this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't you don't need this disease
You don't

Thursday, August 13, 2020

Glycerine

playlist position: 149 - Midnight Sun Draft Version (1.5b) #8
artist: Bush
album: Sixteen Stone
track: 10/12
year: 1994
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It must be your skin I'm sinking in
It must be for real 'cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why

Everything's gone white
And everything's gray
Now you're here now you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at

Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
Glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one or do you lie?
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields

If I treated you bad
You bruised my face
Couldn't love you more
You got a beautiful taste

Don't let the days go by

Could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me

Glycerine
Glycerine
Don't let the days go by

Glycerine
Don't let the days go by

Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine

Black moon white again
Black moon white again
And she falls around me

I needed you more
When we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
It might just be
Clear simple and plain
Well, that's just fine
That's just one of my names

Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you, you, you

Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine